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What do you guys think about Neptune on the Ascendant in the natal chart?
Also, Pluto transiting the ascendant?

I was born with Neptune at 5 degrees Capricorn, right next to my rising sign in 7 degrees Capricorn. Pluto is in 7 degrees capricorn right now transiting this placement. I am just wondering if anyone has any experience or thoughts to share on this, because my life has been changing a lot lately..and Pluto moves so slowly!

I was wondering if anyone could give me a brief rundown on how the placements of Lilith, Juno, and The vertex in your birth chart affect the overall picture. Generally speaking, what meanings do these planets convey and how do they play out in real life? '

Also, I ask this question because I'm interested in how they play out in synastry readings. Are they important to look at in terms of relationship compatibility?

some things on my mind...

ordinary and accepting is boring.

I need more.. i want to attract challenges --life-changing ones--

it hurts to need to know the truth...release is a sweet sensation.

when things are far too weak.. they need to be amputated.

i crave deeper layers of experience. I am learning to be fearless. The sound of rain has got to be the most relaxing sound i have ever heard.

i need to start over ..none of these words are doing any justice

i am no longer interested in trying to maintain relationships that aren't real. artificial encounters happen between people on a regular basis, and I'm not tryin' to be a part of that. I don't need to attain some ideal...but I do want value. I want relationships that are WORTHY and aged. Like a really good bottle of tequilla left to soak in a wooden barrel for a year before being consumed, good relationships aren't formed over night. and they don't exist for the pure goal of meaningless fun or intoxication, they aren't meant to help you evade reality. they exist to help you progress and grow as individuals. So many people have turned out to be just steps along my path, and I dont regret that or feel angry about it...I just crave something more, something deeper. Something I can sink my teeth into and grab my arms around. I don't want to waste anymore time with artificiality. I need authenticity, maturity, honesty, and REALITY. I need people in my life who have their feet on the ground, and aren't afraid to feel a little earth underneath their toes. It's okay to get wet sometimes , but you gotta dry off eventually.

road trippin' with my two favorite allies..

i'm gonna start using this thing again.

hey man
evening on the ground
and there is no one else around
so you will
blame me

blame me for the rocks and baby bones
and broken lock on our
garden

garden wall of eden
full of spiderbites and all your lovers
we were

we were born to fuck each other
one way or another

but i'll only lie
down by the waterside at night

hey man
tiny baby tears
i will collect a million years
and you can
blame me

blame me, i will wear it
in the empty hollow part of my
garden

garden wall of eden in the clamour
as they raise the curtain
you will

you will never make me
learn to lay beneath the mountain

'cause i'll only lie
down by the waterside at night

i accidentally poked myself in the eye last night. and now, it hurts really bad.

hide and seek-imogen heap
the good times are killing me-Modest Mouse
Love song-311
octopus' garden-the beatles
polar opposites-modest mouse
breathe-pink floyd
aqueous transmission-incubus
comfortably numb-pink floyd
passenger seat-death cab for cutie
eclipse-pink floyd
jezebel-iron&wine
the pot-tool
when the levee breaks-led zeppelin
us and them-pink floyd
let it be-the beatles
evening on the ground (liliths song)-Iron&Wine
Redemption song-bob marley
closer-nine inch nails
green eyes-coldplay
clark gable-the postal service
dazed and confused-led zeppelin
magic medicine-incubus
tangerine-led zeppelin

my procrastination is biting me in the ass again.

im most likely going to have a warrant out for my arrest in 3 days :( this stresses me out a lot because i am dumb, and had plenty of fuckin time to get this shit done. but for some reason i like to torture myself like this.